makes me wonder why I put myself in so much stress. So many changes, variables, lessons, reactions, solutions.. Coming from pediatrics into an emphasis in cardiology is a hella huge difference. Now I’m starting to go into pediatric cardiology. AH! I feel my head spinning my heart racing. All these emotions, but I guess that’s a good thing… After leaving Davis, I felt like I wasn’t going anywhere. Just working the many shifts I placed into World Market, in the emergency room, and into the inventory world. I’m finally seeing a shift in my future. Finally seeing the success I was hoping for when I first graduated from high school. After all that struggle with myself and with my family, I now see a brighter future. It was tough with both parents getting sick at the same time. I felt so useless. I tried to help as much as I can financially, but now I see the security—that safety net. I guess all this stress is worth it. I’m coming close to the end, where I take that exam. That exam that will not only certify me, but register me. The exam that will open so many opportunities not only for myself, but for my family as well. To the family that is alive and here with me and to the family that may come and begin one day. Such a different tone in my post. Yekno… I like that. Looking back at my posts, I see all the negativity. However, with negativity, there’s always a shine of positiveness; just need to know where to find it. And that’s my random recap of whats been going on, It’s nice to genuinely feel happy.